It’s days like today where I’m reminded that my self worth is so tied to my productivity.
I don’t know at what point this internal shift occurred but I feel a blockage in my body when I get the urge to create. There’s a fear that’s attached to everything I may want to do and before I can act on it, it’s like my whole body tenses up and I’m overwhelmed with “what ifs” and self doubt.
That’s all I really have for today.