11/100 Femininity

En Wang
1 min readFeb 11, 2021
art by Tamara Phillips

I find myself in a period of limbo. I’m learning a lot about creative confidence and ways to reframe fear. Unfortunately I think this means I’m having a harder time being in my body and processing my thoughts, emotions and experiences to the fullest. I’m doing my best to remind myself that this is okay. That this is part of the process.

I can still feel that I cling on to rules that I’ve subconsciously created for myself. Time and time again I am held back by my irrational sense of right and wrong and I can’t seem to shake out of it.

Shana says that the feminine energy is deeply linked to creativity. She told me “If you want to be more confidently creative, you must connect with your feminine energy.” To be honest, it’s still unclear to me what that means and how I should embody “feminine energy”. But it doesn’t take a spiritual guide to consider how I’ve been shaped by masculine energy for the majority of my life — especially as of late.

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